and it continues… but so do I!

Found Here It has been awhile. And it has been up and down… mostly down. There have been a couple more hospital stays. One to get me on an injectible mood stabilizer and antipsychotic, after some noncompliance with meds due to psychosis, and another due to the third suicide attempt this year. I went intoContinue reading “and it continues… but so do I!”

Depression, Suicidal Ideation, Psychosis, and the Psych Ward…

Found here There has been a lot that has happened over the last couple of months… so much, I don’t really know where to start. I guess the beginning is always a good place. Back in October or November, I started getting more depressed. I couldn’t really place why, exactly. My mood just started crashing.Continue reading “Depression, Suicidal Ideation, Psychosis, and the Psych Ward…”

Found Here   I have a difficult time expressing when I am struggling. Doesn’t everybody, really? I have this deep-seated belief that asking for help, in any form, shows weakness. As someone with mental illness and addiction, the culture, norm, and expectations around getting better involve “asking for help,” either from doctors or therapists, sponsorsContinue reading